Another Post For The Day

Well I gotta qo to sleep soon since tomoro i wanna wake up early!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TOMORROW GOT COSPLAY EVENT!! -DIES- i'm sooooo hyper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~ hahaha LOL i wanna c all my cosplay frens and act like a total child again!! and yahoo i'm cosplaying my oc which is a cat and Hibari-sannnnnnnnnnnnn~~~ ^^ i made the cat ears myself as you can c...below my last post i was so hyper. well i made 2 in the end and tomoro im cosplaying a neko~~~ without a tail or paw...hmm myb i'll draw my own paw~~ xDDDDD

Well i hav a slight headache now so bye-bi tata for now!!~

WOOTS!!~

CAT EARS

finally i finished~ *bteathes a sigh of relief...phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

MY CAT EARS!!!

omgomgomgomgogmomgomgomgomgogmomg!!!!!! I FINALLY FINISH MAKING MY TWO CAT EARS... now all that's left is to sew it to the hairband. -diesssssss- HAHAHAHAHA OMGOMGOMGOMG IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY AND I'M SOOOOOO HYPER RIGHT NOWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!! lol~ unfortunately i can't take a picture of my kawaii cat ears because my camera no battery...zzz. But yay my mom say i look kawaii!!! 1st time she say that!! She insulted my last cat ears lol...zzz hmm...i cn upload a picture of my last cat ears but i can't upload a pic of my latest one coz my camera ran outta batt like i said...wait ya... i will upload my pic when i get my battery!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -hyper-

aiyoh looks like i can't even find my picture of my old cat ears...well i posted it in facebook so whoever has my facebook can go c!!

WELL, CIA0ZZ FOR NOW AS I GO AND SEW MY CAT EAR TO THE HAIRBAND!!!
-hyped up-
I CAN'T WAIT TO WEAR IT ON SATURDAY!! -if it works-...lol

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

OMGGGGGGGGGGGG CHECK OUT THIS AWESOME POEM !!

MAKE SURE YOU READ LINE BY LINE AND DO NOT C THE LAST LINE UNTIL THE VERY END...

PLESAE DUN TINK SICK~~

My First Time

The sky was dark
The moon was high
All alone just she and I.

Her hair was soft
Her eyes were blue
I knew just what she wanted to do.

Her skin so soft
Her legs so fine
I ran my fingers down her spine.

I didn't know how
But I tried my best
I started by placing my hands on her breast.

I remember my fear my fast beating heart
But slowly she spread her legs apart
And when I did it I felt no shame.

All at once the white stuff came
At last it's finished it's all over now

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My first time ever at milking a cow.....

- unknown


(i got it from this website http://dechar.tripod.com/p-first-time.html)

haha my friend brought the poem 2 schol n we were all like...WTF!!~ So disgisting~ n we were all thinking sick~~ i betcha tats wad u guys were doing right? HAHAHAHAHAHA...WTH RITE??

WHY CAN'T I SLEEP!!! *dies...

OMG~ dies...i can't sleep...>< again...this is like the 3rd time i kena alreadi...zzz...WTH la!!~ my sleeping time for the past few days were as follows~ i keep waking up at 6!!!! AM!! *dies...

saturday night: 2-5.30 am
sunday night: 3-6am
monday night: 2-8am
last night: 1-5.45am...

zzz since when did I wake up so early wan...*yawns...I CAN'T SLEEP!!! someoneee help meee~~

Love and sex~♥

Okay...i know you're probably lookin at the 'sex' part of my title...>< LOL!!~ random la me~ okayyyyyyyy i'll start off with hentai, yaoi and yuri~ then explain the love part later. Haha...i've become a total hentai nwdays...n absolutely ♥ yaoi...yuri soso la~~ xDD haha bt lol...random much...i mean hentai much~ the other time at school  i was talkin 2 my fren and i turned all hentaish n frightened him away bt LOL!!~ the other time i brought BRS picture to school and the guys (my frens la) that i showed it to went...hmm...wads that word for it...yea!! hyper...LOL~ n one of my fren go say i sell porn~~ zzz as if they haven c a girl in  a bikini b4...>< SWT!! haha hentaish~~ reali i itnk i've gotten realli hentai...if u last time talk about sex 2 me i sure go ewwwwwwww 1...>< like those innocent girls...bt nw i'll jst b like...no reaction lor...xDD jst as long as you dun..*ahem ahem...do *ahem ahem it...to me...>< GULPS!! okay...i'm jst randomly saying some stupid stuff here...haha i nvr realized how fun blogging is until i tried it...xDDDDDDDDD okayyyyyyyyyyyy since im in no mood 2 talk about the 'love' part (i'm hyper n talkin bout luv makes me emo, i'll tell u y ltr) i'll just stop here 4 nw...

NITEZ EVERY1~~ my dad's gonna come shoutin at me 2 go 2 bed soon~

Growing Up~

Hmm...i dunno wad 2 say about this...when i was small i always wanted 2 grow up...then when i turned form 1 i never wanted to grow up anymore. Then this year i guess growing up has it's own good and bad points. I wanna grow u but i dun wanna grow up. I feel both at the same time. I dun wanna grow up coz i still wanna act like a child, to have someone hold me when i'm scared and to life my life without a single care in the world. But at the same time growing up is okay coz it brings me closer to 'him'...if you dunno who 'he' is then think emoish...starts with d and ends with h.

Yes, it's death. I dunno but i guess i kinda find death fascinating although scary at the same time. A friend of mine said to me once that "Death is like getting out of a car that you have been in for a long time or taking off a pair of tight-fitting clothes. The reason why people fear death is because it is unknown." I guess it's true. I used to fear death as i did not know what would happen to me when i died...but there's one point in my life that i became suicidal...and yes...death was VERY close to me at that time. Not many people know that but one of my friend managed to pull me out of that depression, that sad lonely excuse for an existence. What is life? i used to think. Somebody said this before (i won't say who)...

"To life without a reason is even worse than to have never been born"

Sounds familiar? I think otaku's would know who said that.^^. Okay...i feel wierd...how did a topic about growing up turn into a topic about suicidal? Oh well...anyway back to the topic...

They say December babies have Peter Pan syndrome...well Michael Jackson was a December baby apparently...well i dunno...i read it somewhere. Anyway i dunno la...i know that in a way i never wanna grow up. Growing up is full of pain...things get confusing...love gets in the way...People view a guy and a girl as a couple if they're together too much... i just wish life was simpler...i mean i hang out with guys all the while and they're my frens but love gets in the way~ it's so annoying when you see your best friend start having a gf and then ignores you and goes out with his gf instead. It's like they just push you aside. Growing up is painful. And it is harder 4 u to crossdress if you're an adult if compared to a child...

Well, dunno la..i just felt like writing that so oh well... Tata until my next post~

Cosplay~

Okay...let's talk about cosplay. Anything cosplay-related. Let's see...i started cosplay this year at HCG 2011 and it was pretty fun. I made lot's of new friends and new people from all sorts of different ages...really. I realized that most of them were 18 and above (not that i care). Pretty cool~ They were all nice and i guess i liked the mixture..imean there were people who were older than me and there were also people younger than me. My first cosplay was Hibari. I picked that cosplay for many reasons. First reason as any otaku would know was my love for that character. Second reason was that i wanted to CROSSPLAY. i'm a total tomboy and i hate girly stuff but i'll get to that in my next post as that is not really cosplay-related lol...And also, Hibari's kinda easy to cosplay as his hair is short and black like mine. I was gonna cut my own hair but my mom didn't let...so annoying...so i just had to waste money on buying a wig instead. A friend of mine helped me order the costume from taobao, a China website that most cosplayers order their clothes from. It's kinda cheap and reasonable so I guess that's why most people order it from there. anyway i have something to say to all those losers who DESPISE cosplay.

I don't have anything against you not liking it, i mean that's your choice but could you please be more considerate and think about us when you insult cosplay? I mean it's our passion and for some of us it's our life. Like for me most of my friends is because of cosplay. U take away cosplay u take away half of my life. My time is taken up talking about cosplay, 90% of my friends are my cosplay friends and I literally dream about cosplay...fine i know i'm an otaku. A real bad one...xDD so again to those cosplay-haters, please stop insulting us and to our parents who don't let us cosplay please don't stop us and please understand that cosplay is part of our lives.

That's all and thank you. Bye.

My very first post in this blog

Okay...i don't know what to write in here and since i'm hopelessly bored I just created this random blog. I was too busy spamming in Facebook so I decided to do this instead of spam. I feel so lifeless. Okay...someone help me out here~ ask some questions? And i'll answer them in my next post...well that's for now...tata guys~